Its Been A Year......

Hi everyone.....Mommy said she knows she hasn't been keeping up with my blog, but she's been taking my death rough the past few weeks.
A year ago today around this time was the end of my lifeline here on Earth. I remember when Mommy came downstairs with my baby brother Aidan and my other brother and best friend, Logan. I looked at her and smiled and that was the last time I saw her face. A little while later, my trach dislodged from my stoma and noone knew it. Mommy thinks the trach fell under my shirt and the machine that was giving me my breaths sensed that the trach was still in me but it was not, it was giving the breaths to my shirt and so the machine's alarms didn't go off. Mommy says that if the nurse didnt put me in my chair and left me in my bed, I would still be alive today, because then it couldn't have happened without knowing it. The trach must have dislodged when the nurse lifted me and my trachties must have been loose, I also had a large stoma (which was the hole in my neck where the trach was). These 2 things were why my trach could dislodge so easily.....loose ties, large stoma, new nurse are the reason I'm not here on Earth any more...I'm now in a new place called Heaven... now taking care of my mommy, daddy, brothers and each one of you who took care of me. I'm no longer suffering as I suffered on Earth. I'm actually having a good time up here running around and laughing. I will see my Mommy again someday and I know that I will and I'm as happy as I can be because I know that. I wish she could see what I can do now. It won't be long because there is no TIME up here....It feels to me like I just came HOME. Mommy still feels like I just left... and I did. She always asks me why my death has to hurt so bad....I tell her that its just the love she has for me and it will always be with her until we meet again. I told her to not give up and keep holding on to me because I'm still with her....but in a very different way. I love u Mommy and Daddy, Logan and Aidan and all my brothers and sisters of the world, I will see you all again someday.......until then......goodbye from Heaven......JARED................